What should I do

I dont know how is mother now. I love her very much but my mother doesn't know about it. I never show my love to anyone but sometimes just the opposit. I have four brothers and a sister. My sister is elder to me. Among the brothers I am the eldest. So I need to maintain many awkward situation. My father is more than honest, more that polite and unnecessarily dutifull to the society. He loves his village men than his duty towards them. That's why he has to spend more time and enargy for the welfare of the his country men. My mother is always a deprived woman and she is very helpless in the world. We all the sons of her are not doing proper duty and obligation towards her.